Language struggle

Easy Path with me :)

A memorable job on my career as Event Producer back in 2013. It was stressful but I am very glad about what I did and learned on doing this big job involving so many aspects of the production. It was special producing for such special client as LinkedIn. I was responsible for an end to end delivery of it with a hands-on approach including post-production plus financial closure procedures. I managed and operated all technical elements such as architectural project, AV, signage work, food & beverage.
You can see myself quickly appearing on several moments throughout the video.  I thank Up Lab for the time I was an employee there and gave me the opportunity to be responsible for a job like this lovely one!

So much love! 💓
My nephew is a big boy now!
My niece the beautiful ever
and no words for mom and dad...

Tassie family! I am so gifted to have the opportunity
to share such amazing moments with these ladies
including Jess who took the pic!

They are so special and I am gifted to have
such lovely people around!

I think I will never get tired of the memories
from the lovely house I have lived
for 5 years in Itacoatiara.
From 32 years old to 37.
It was life changer and a
remarkable time in my life. 

First day at my new home!
@Lenah Valley

Family

the most precious in
my heart!
♥️

It is sad to wake up this morning knowing that this classic reggae

man, with this amazing voice, passed away.

I am a big fan and had the chance to see his concert and chat

with him. 

I am glad about the legacy he left contributing to the music.

He was part of my life in several moments!

Rest in peace!

::: how brazilian of me :::
a bowl full of cheese bread in an easy sunday morning

holiday style in Tasmania
I am happier in the sun

I find happiness in simple things
uncovered foot and
my havaianas!
💕
#summeriscoming

Do I work in the
Hospitality Industry? 😅

When you try your best but you don't succeed

When you get what you want but not what you need

When you feel so tired but you can't sleep

Stuck in reverse

When the tears come streaming down your face

When you lose something you can't replace

When you love someone but it goes to waste

Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

High up above or down below

When you're too in love to let it go

If you never try you'll never know

Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

@ 7 miles Beach
lovely tassie

Nem a noite nem o dia
Ao crepúsculo ele sorria
Ao tempo de meus pais
Não se cansava jamais

Ele sempre sabia
Que um dia partiria
E então sempre dizia
Viva a vida minha cria

Sempre que podia
A verdade ele dizia
Acordava todo dia
Até o momento que não o mais podia

As histórias me dizia
Eram quase uma magia
Que trazia todo dia
Um sopro de alegria

( poesia por João Arantes - 12 anos - em homenagem ao amigo que perdeu o avô)

My beloved siblings and
the next generation.
at some point around 2010.
💕

Why 29th of August is a important day for me? I could say it is a lucky day for me due to this two special men. Both of them came into this world in this day and they both are essential part of my life. I will start saying a bit about Flávio (the one in the left side of the collage) I met him when I was 18 years old and since then he has been one of my best friends ever. During this entire period, at some point I had only saw him once in a while although it never changed the way we like one another and I know any problem I have in this life I can count on him and he did already few times when I needed. I know his mom and dad (in memory) and his lovely son. Not to mention we have the same name. I love him so much, such a special person in my life and know me so well. He knows me since I was a teenager till now almost in my 40's. I love you my friend, thank you so much for being this beautiful soul in my journey.

Then comes Paulo. What a hard task write something about him... This amazing guy finally find me back in 2014 and since then I would say I talk with him almost every day. Everything started in a such natural way and we are always laughing together and creating ways to enjoy together. In the begging we tried to be a couple in a relationship however that was not what was meant to us. After a hard decision of breaking up we still love one another but not as a woman and man but like two connected souls. I admire him so much.

During all this time he changed my life in several ways and I have changed his as well. Any time I am feeling bit down I just have to call him to go over any problem. He inspires me in so many ways and I adore him. Now being close friends was the best decision we could made together and he is one of my best friends. 

They both celebrate their new cycle in the 29th of August and now I think you can see why this day is important for me. 

I m so grateful with this two beautiful souls in my life bringing me emotional comfort and happiness. I love you guys so much! Thanks for accepting this life journey close to me.

I have to say life is better with you 2.

Dinner with this lovely lady!
Such a nice friend.
Beautiful food @Mures
Hobart - Tasmania

Wine tasting day

just a glimpse of the
Latin Party here in Hobart. 

What a blessing!
39 years old now with a lovely
birthday party

Gin Tasting night

Girls just wanna have fun
North Hobart - Tassie!

Mount Field during snow season

Mount Field - Ski Field - Tasmania

July 2019

Easy like Sunday Morning

Tassie - Rainbow land
West Hobart

My lovely niece

This lovely little big boy is turning 12 today. It is hard to explain how he changed my life since he came to our family. So today is a special day for me because him. During the past years, I used to see him almost every day, pick him up and drop him off at school frequently, not to mention the days he slept with me over my place. It is hard to be that far from him now here in Australia but I have a dream that one day he will come to live with me at least for a while. Love you, my nephew, I admire your warm heart and your smart mind. You are a super cute boy!

Love you so much. 

The most important people in my life! My lovely family during our Australian family trip.
Sydney/December/2016

The romantic tale about Australia been full of men failed...🙄😒

check the full article here
Life is not easy... Loll

Californian memories

I never get tired of good memories!
My very first day in San Diego - California
September 2006 
hemp beer and lovely lifelong friends 

Promise

And meet me there, bundles of flowers
We wait through the hours of cold
Winter shall howl at the walls
Tearing down doors of time
Shelter as we go

Bondi Beach

@bondi beach

sydney - nsw

Hobart panoramic view

this island is taking my heart
@mount wellington / kunanyi

what a memory!
This place is unbelievable 
@uyuni - Bolívia - South america

I'm a fountain of blood
In the shape of a girl
You're the bird on the brim
Hypnotized by the whirl

Drink me, make me feel real
Wet your beak in the stream
Game we're playing is life
Love's a two-way dream

Leave me now — return tonight
Tide will show you the way
If you forget my name
You will go astray

Like a killer whale trapped in a bay
I'm a path of cinders
Burning under your feet
You're the one who walks me

I'm your one-way street

I'm a whisper in water
Secret for you to hear

You're the one who grows distant
When I beckon you near
Leave me now — return tonight
The tide will show you the way

If you forget my name
You will go astray
Like a killer whale trapped in a bay
I'm a tree that grows hearts

One for each that you take
You're the intruder's hand
I'm the branch that you break

@Royal Tasmanian Botanical Garden

My journey through yoga it is been quite transformative.
I just would like to make it registered.

All humans share one Spirit

All humans share one consciousness 

But yet they wanna be separated

"like my life, like my ideas"

they don't realize that all humans share

a huge pool of consciousness of thought.

All human thought vibrates at a certain frequency.

We are all in communication.

You know, when you exhale I breathe the air you breathe!

... we are together, really! 

This is the way nature designed it!

So that we will be sharing the earth, together!

There is a time when you're understanding mother earth,

How nature is functioning

Nature and earth, understand this relationship.

Like, the earth itself is a huge magnet,

So it's creating energy

A magnetic force

The earth is giving it to us in a perfect and natural way.

Everything in the material world comes from the spirit.

The reason nature is alive is because

there is a spirit that is being manifested constantly.

So we say everything comes from

the spirit, from the energetic life source

and humans they just wanna take it

they go, they gather, they take

they are taking, just taking, taking, taking

or they can say you have to give first to the spirit

everything from there you will receive

take a couple breaths of air

this is the same air my family is breathing

this is the same air they are breathing

in every part of the planet

let's take care of it

we're all eating food that mother earth gives us

everywhere, everybody's food comes from the same earth

so let's create that global consciousness

this planetary way of living

I am saying I love you

I wanna give how the earth gives to you

that is how we say thank you

they ask in our culture: "how do you say please?"

yo don't need to say please 

everything is there for you

you just need to know to ask for it

in a respectful way, with love

you ask for it with love

you accept it with love

and you will give love back

you don't give trash or pollution back to nature, you give love back

you give some of your energetic goodness back to the earth.

@Bellerive w/ Great Hobart view

 

@ Cape Raoul

It must be Karma!

Today, I was chatting with an old friend and it made me reflect on a pattern that uses to occur with me quite frequently. I would say a bit more in the past but somehow it still happens although I do not fall in love with guys the same way it used to be before.

This friend I was chatting with is one of the cases that made me think about this pattern. I have to say that it still intrigues me a lot. If karma is a kind of “reaction” of something we have made before I still don´t know what to say regarding this pattern.

When I met him I was 20 years old or so. By that time I was a novice at Arts school and feeling super alternative, I was able to get my first job opportunity in a company producing arts events. While there I met this guy who used to be my workmate doing graphic designs. We started to hang out frequently and suddenly I felt in love with him. I thought he was in love with me as well but in fact, he was engaged with a girl.

Ok, you know that feeling, right? Yeah, it is hard… but I kept holding that embarrassing feeling throughout the entire period we worked together and had to deal with that. We get along quite well and I ended up being his friend and feeling fine with that. Our time working together was gone and we stopped to see one another on a daily basis.

After a certain amount of time, he broke up with his girlfriend and decided to contact me again. However, by this time I was in a totally different time in my life and had already given up any idea of having something with him.

He tried to date with me in several ways and in the following years without success. In fact, he keeps trying, strange as it may seem and as I had noticed today through all the time we were talking. He says that he wants to be with me till the end of our lives and he will never give this up even though he may have some other relationships in the meanwhile.  From my point of view, it is impossible as far as I do not have an attraction to him as a man. I could spend some more lines here saying what I have heard from him today. He is funny and I am not trying to hide my lack of interest in him at all. I am clearly saying that but he never gives it up.

All right, that whole story with him just came today to me in order to make me reflect on the pattern I begun this post. I am surprised with how many times in my life I have faced such similar relationship with others men in such way that I reckon it is a pattern in my life and it may be karma for me and I am trying to analyse to understand it better.

For several times throughout my life, I felt in love with someone and they weren´t in love with me. After suffering for a while I get able to give up an idea of a relationship with some of them. Suddenly after I get this decision they start to get in love with me… and it lasts for too long… they keep in love with me forever but me personally, after giving up I would say that it is almost impossible to go back.

That situation today made me think about this. He is still trying to hook up with me after almost 20 years not to go in details what he had done to get closer to me during this entire time.

So I am trying to understand and overcome that pattern of fall in love with someone not in love with me. Give that up and then having them in love with me forever. I could count fast and say at least 4 times it happened to me…

Besides that today´s case, I got to get some of them saying they were too traumatized from the past relationship so they could not stay with me even clearly in love. Some of them may say I am too independent to them… but then after years, they come over me to confess their regret of the past. Unfortunately, it was too late for me…

Somehow I am still trying to understand that… and today chatting for long with one of them I got myself thinking of it again.

Despite all the matter, this post is only to practice my English writing skills and my personal exercise to try to express myself through my feeling in some way every day.

I thank the people I’ve related to in my lifetime and I need to practice my writing skills much more.

It is so hard to explain how my days were in Brazil in the last month. It was a mix of reconnection within my soul, regrouping, recharging and too many mixed feelings together. After being more than a year away from my home country I´ve been facing too many challenges throughout my life regarding my soul, body, and mind. The last thing the life brought me was a car accident resulting in a broken arm, the total loss of my car and many changes in my plans. That said, I ended up back in my home town to rest in my friends and family´s arm. Despite the reason why I went there, I had such a wonderful time and there is no word to the super warmful support I got from my relatives over there. I am still processing what happened to me with these mixed feelings and getting the opportunity to reflect on my purposes and goals in life. It is clear that there is something to learn from all of this and I have been doing my inside job already.

I don´t think I get many visitors here in this blog although I would like to mention some very important people I had the honor to see during these super important days in my life. 

A big thanks to: Raquel, Zilda, Antonio Carlos, João, Marina, Gustavo,  Eduardo, Melissa, Martha, Nathalia, Manaíra, Lia, Monica, Phil, Flavio, Flavia, Rodolfo, Maria Helena, Luiza, Fabiano, Alf, Suzy, Juliana, Aline and Tavo.

Love you all it was a very special moment seeing you personally and you are forever in my heart and moreover, it made me stronger sharing your energy with me! there is no word to describe how I feel thankful to have you all in my life.

I haven´t got pictures with all of them but this is a few memories with these lovely people in my life.
There is a new moment coming through and I deeply wish to be close to you as much as possible in this life time!
Love is all we need!